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A billow of steam unfurls in a rumble from the inner sanctum of my coffee cup this late morning, as I continue to savor all that God is doing in me, has done, and has promised to do. This past week I have been blasted by the likes of Heidi Baker, Bill Johnson, Kevin Dedmon, Kris Vallotton and now Randy Clark, thats enough Holy Spirit to send anyone spinning, and boy am I tumbling. The more it sinks in that anything is possible with God and that He loves us completely all the time, never stops for a second having wonderful loving thoughts toward us I realize how small is my thinking, I realize there is no room for a second of self pity, for a moment of looking at the lack when I have every spiritual blessing in Christ Jesus, when I realize the only reason I am standing alive is because of the Breath of Life in me that holds ALL things together, the sheer magnitude of my understanding of existence is exponentially expanding, and I desire to be possessed by this great love, to become a living expression of it, to release all understanding and say "Yes!" to what I think is impossible trusting and laughing with tickled glee in the great intimate love my of Almighty Papa God, Our Bridegroom Jesus, and Living Breath of Life Holy Spirit.